i miss you dear ..
miss you so much ..
tot the love towards you are getting ..
gone ..
coz of some stuff, written at my blog as well .
but nahs, im wrong for all these i think ..
negative thinking again .. trying my best to decrease it ..
and im sorry , as you know .
i always apologise . tsk .
dont know that i will miss you so much again ..
never did anything that cause a very memorable day to you,
sorta a miserable day ue back right ..
busy and stuff, and in the end ue dead-asleep on the bed :D
hahas ... .. .
never cook any nice food to you,
or taking some picture although im not very good lookin' now,
or chat all way up, eatin' together,
did not stay with you long enuff,
and never watch movies with you,
play games with you,
did not really enjoying times with you together since we both are tired for no reason,
and the loves that i promise you to give to you, but i fail to give it to you..
wait you back at October, or the time i go Kampar to find you at November/December..
and i will do all these to you ..
yakusoku (promised) ..
we have another 2 months to be seperate,
and missing each other, or maybe quarrel or cold war sometimes,
and i hate it very much, although im better already,
but still, negatives stuff will come along in my mind sometimes,
and i cant really, breathe well ..
so dear ..
let's be peace start from now,
i realise that,
we do always quarrel for no reason,
and fight with each other for nothing,
and think of bads and negatives for no reason,
and cold war for nothing,
and we did not do anything wrong to each other also .
im not, and i hope you are not, too .
quarrel coz we are bad mood, and the person we get angry,
is not ourselves, and in the end, it causes us to mad at each other..
its not really worth ..
what i needed most was to love and to be loved, eager to be caught.
happily i wrapped those painful bonds around me;
and sure enough, i would be lashed with the red-hot pokers or jealousy, by suspicions and fear, by burst of anger and quarrels.
but i will try to get it on, for you.
this is because i come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.
and i love you, not because you are pretty, or good, or well bred, or graceful, or intelligent, but because you are you.
coz i found out today, that no matter how you change, you are still Felicia Grace that i loved, always.
sorry to type this things so long and long and long without any picture .
just think that ur reading a novel, XD and thanks for you to read until here..
and although it's not really, cool day today, i mean this morning at 12am - sorta 3am ..
but i know that i had the Best day with you today .MWACKKS .i LOVE u
Benjamin aka Chua Ling Chun aka
Min-miN aka
Heartnet aka
heart
mahloves .
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-novels-
-online-
-chatting-
-games-
-movies-
-sleep-
-Swim-
mahBday /1210.
Memorial.Date.of.US /o828o1
[[ The Wishlist ]]
New wand!
Lockart's new spell book
Murder the potions master
New broom
Get into the school's qudditch team
fairyPrince.
fairyPrincess.
KayKay.
JiaJia.
TzeHow.
Vermilion.
YanYan.
Joyce.
LinYun.
WeiXin.
Joe.
XiaoeMiMi.
Tortoise
KomodoJoyce
ProfessorDumbledore
i miss you dear ..
miss you so much ..
tot the love towards you are getting ..
gone ..
coz of some stuff, written at my blog as well .
but nahs, im wrong for all these i think ..
negative thinking again .. trying my best to decrease it ..
and im sorry , as you know .
i always apologise . tsk .
dont know that i will miss you so much again ..
never did anything that cause a very memorable day to you,
sorta a miserable day ue back right ..
busy and stuff, and in the end ue dead-asleep on the bed :D
hahas ... .. .
never cook any nice food to you,
or taking some picture although im not very good lookin' now,
or chat all way up, eatin' together,
did not stay with you long enuff,
and never watch movies with you,
play games with you,
did not really enjoying times with you together since we both are tired for no reason,
and the loves that i promise you to give to you, but i fail to give it to you..
wait you back at October, or the time i go Kampar to find you at November/December..
and i will do all these to you ..
yakusoku (promised) ..
we have another 2 months to be seperate,
and missing each other, or maybe quarrel or cold war sometimes,
and i hate it very much, although im better already,
but still, negatives stuff will come along in my mind sometimes,
and i cant really, breathe well ..
so dear ..
let's be peace start from now,
i realise that,
we do always quarrel for no reason,
and fight with each other for nothing,
and think of bads and negatives for no reason,
and cold war for nothing,
and we did not do anything wrong to each other also .
im not, and i hope you are not, too .
quarrel coz we are bad mood, and the person we get angry,
is not ourselves, and in the end, it causes us to mad at each other..
its not really worth ..
what i needed most was to love and to be loved, eager to be caught.
happily i wrapped those painful bonds around me;
and sure enough, i would be lashed with the red-hot pokers or jealousy, by suspicions and fear, by burst of anger and quarrels.
but i will try to get it on, for you.
this is because i come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.
and i love you, not because you are pretty, or good, or well bred, or graceful, or intelligent, but because you are you.
coz i found out today, that no matter how you change, you are still Felicia Grace that i loved, always.
sorry to type this things so long and long and long without any picture .
just think that ur reading a novel, XD and thanks for you to read until here..
and although it's not really, cool day today, i mean this morning at 12am - sorta 3am ..
but i know that i had the Best day with you today .MWACKKS .i LOVE u