Saturday, August 15, 2009

Fairy Tales..

fairytales, once being told,
about relationship, that, if you love someone,
they will love you back ..
is it true .. ?

fairytales, once being told,
about happily ever after, like beauty and the beast,
that both are too unnatural to get together,
but it happens ..
is it true .. ?

fairytales, once being told,
about to help children deal with the issue of
growing up, life, and love and relationship,
Snow white, Cinderella, Lil.mermaid ..
but it seems not really right ..

fairytales, oncce being told,
to me, until i so in love with those tales,
once grow up, i saw those hidden message ..
those hidden message that lead me to a life of love,
but .. no way, it still a fairy tales ..

harry potter, twilight, coraline, corpse bride,
are some kinda fairytales to me, too.
special, unique, but nice fairytales..
but how about my fairytales.. ?
it was totally, different with the others ..

we had met each other, in quite few times a week,
when we are sku and tutor .
but we had never notice each other much .
until one day, her family come to this area, and stay down, as our neighbour.
and so, i dont really like her much, from those story,
told by friends, how bad, she is .

she is still our neighbourhood .
and so we start to get close to each other,
like a fren, good fren, best friend .
we play, we hangout, we joy, we chat,
lying on the street, looking those stars,
shine upon the sky ..

she isnt like what they said.
perhaps she is changing,
to a more mature person,
to a attractive, but special person,
for me in my life.

adventurous, protecting her,
from those people who are rude,
and weird, once attack her,
day to day, we interact with each other,
with all kinds of way,
so we started, to fall in love.

just like beauty and the beast.
we are so unnaturally be together,
with all kinds of different,
lifestyle, religion, opinion ..

together, we play, we stay at school,
discuss, study, enjoy ourselves,
go back together, waiting at a secret place,
that no1 know, secretly, just like harry potter's school,
certain people, with fate, found, use the place.
but there, is a place specially for us, after school,
caring , loving, and romantic .

problems we face, we solves, we stuck, we broke,
and we are back together, because of love .
perhaps, it is change, at a time nobody knows.
that love, only me, towards her .
but not both of us ; she lost her love.

day to day, month to month .
until that day, she cried for it,
wonder why, she did those to me,
and so she leaves, with the answer for herself,
but not me .

so much things i did to her,
its all loves,
but loves i gives to her, she never loves me back.
unlike every fairytales told.
its a fake, unusual fairytales.

i love fairytales, but i hate mine ,
it doesnt end in a way a fairytales usually do.
Fairytales, is still a fairytales,
they are beyond stories; they are written dreams.
in my dreams, our life, is forever a fairytales,
our own unique fairytales .

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
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Wednesday, August 12, 2009

for my dear ..

so bad.. a person like you ..
why did you take my heart without my permission ..?
im living with so much difficulties..
but you don't even know ..

i know.. that it's not me,
that i'm not worthy enough for even a blink of your eyes sometimes .
but sometimes can't you share yor smile with me too ?
even if it's not love ..

please turn back just once sometime..
if i wait endessly like this today
again it's the one word in my heart that i can't keep inside..
i love you ..

ysteday, i laid my head on my desk .
and i think i fell asleep grieving for you .
when i opened my eyes, the tears had smudged.
your nam andhopeless dodles.

please turn back just once sometimes.
if i wait endlessly like this
again it's the one word in my heart that i can't keep inside ..
i love you

as i look at yor back image
whic i got so used to
i say those silent tear-like words,
i love you..

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|11:07 PM|

Sunday, August 2, 2009

不知道你何时才会注意到呢..

想要对你说
不要离开我
风风雨雨都一起走过
孤单的时候
谁来陪伴我
还记得你许下的承诺

天上多少云飘过
地上多少故事成传说
天广阔
地广阔
天地痴心谁能明白我

风中多少花飘落
雨中多少往事成蹉跎
风婆娑
雨滂沱
风雨中你却离开我

真的很想念你..

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|9:22 PM|

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Happy 1-year-n-6-months-anniversary <3

it's one and half years aniversary day !
well, things are just normal, thats what sad for me aniiway .__.

she's still play games ! ==" ..

so i decided to post something up here for my deardear XD

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A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.

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If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine..

Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

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I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.

I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.

I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.

I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.

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I Love You Forever

My Love
Truly in my heart,
You occupy a place
Far deeper than the dark blue sea
Far truthful than truth itself.

In memories of you,
I lead my life peacefully
Hoping to be in your arms,
Soon and face you, Love.

Sharing a bond, our hearts
Will go on for ever.
Distance between us
My life revolves around you.

I wait, to see the love in your eyes,
To hear it through your lips.
To touch you
And love you for eternity.

Living every moment with you
My dreams filled with you.
Feeling your touch
Realizing the pain and agony.

Fate can will otherwise.
But my love will never cease for you
A permanent place you hold
In that heart of mine.

Deep within I mourn
For missing you
Just a matter of a few months
I have lost you.

I stand here culpable,
For irresponsibility
Undergoing pains of separation.
In a helpless condition.

Staying in touch am glad
Yet I realize that I am
In a room of darkness
Though I have candles around me.
See it, hear it, feel it
But I can never get your love.
I want you beside me,
Loving me as truly as can be.

Thinking of you,
My days are ageing.
Change is expected
Loads of hopes.

To see you with another,
My heart cries out
My love, come towards me
Am waiting for you.

A glance at you
Luck follows me.
A thought of you,
The World under my feet.

You are the best, at any point.
Permanent resident of
My heart community.
Oh my Love!

Never leave me alone,
Shall die in your absence
Wait for you in heaven
Waiting for a better life with you next time.

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|11:21 PM|

Sunday, July 26, 2009

She's back to Kampar again ..

i miss you dear ..
miss you so much ..
tot the love towards you are getting ..
gone ..
coz of some stuff, written at my blog as well .
but nahs, im wrong for all these i think ..
negative thinking again .. trying my best to decrease it ..
and im sorry , as you know .
i always apologise . tsk .

dont know that i will miss you so much again ..
never did anything that cause a very memorable day to you,
sorta a miserable day ue back right ..
busy and stuff, and in the end ue dead-asleep on the bed :D
hahas ... .. .

never cook any nice food to you,
or taking some picture although im not very good lookin' now,
or chat all way up, eatin' together,
did not stay with you long enuff,
and never watch movies with you,
play games with you,
did not really enjoying times with you together since we both are tired for no reason,
and the loves that i promise you to give to you, but i fail to give it to you..
wait you back at October, or the time i go Kampar to find you at November/December..
and i will do all these to you ..
yakusoku (promised) ..

we have another 2 months to be seperate,
and missing each other, or maybe quarrel or cold war sometimes,
and i hate it very much, although im better already,
but still, negatives stuff will come along in my mind sometimes,
and i cant really, breathe well ..
so dear ..
let's be peace start from now,
i realise that,
we do always quarrel for no reason,
and fight with each other for nothing,
and think of bads and negatives for no reason,
and cold war for nothing,
and we did not do anything wrong to each other also .
im not, and i hope you are not, too .
quarrel coz we are bad mood, and the person we get angry,
is not ourselves, and in the end, it causes us to mad at each other..
its not really worth ..

what i needed most was to love and to be loved, eager to be caught.
happily i wrapped those painful bonds around me;
and sure enough, i would be lashed with the red-hot pokers or jealousy, by suspicions and fear, by burst of anger and quarrels.
but i will try to get it on, for you.
this is because i come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.

and i love you, not because you are pretty, or good, or well bred, or graceful, or intelligent, but because you are you.
coz i found out today, that no matter how you change, you are still Felicia Grace that i loved, always.

sorry to type this things so long and long and long without any picture .
just think that ur reading a novel, XD and thanks for you to read until here..

and although it's not really, cool day today, i mean this morning at 12am - sorta 3am ..
but i know that i had the Best day with you today .

MWACKKS .
i LOVE u

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|9:33 PM|

Monday, July 20, 2009

Dardar is coming back soon!

wee, unbelievable, she's coming back soon ! :D
happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy.
although she back for one day only, still , it's been forever i want to see her .. >.< miss her alot .
DEARR~~ faifaii come back :D

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|10:13 PM|

Friday, July 17, 2009

Finally , able to Webcam wif deardear x))


hahas, straight oo ue sit .


duwanna choii me ? zz ..

Peace**

Lovess~
Im like dunowad , lolz, busy taking picts while making love shape~

lOlz, s'pose to be yoz, but , o.o ghost hand?
or ur *bishh'ing me? lolz

*nehninehnipuupuU~
Dun act innocent horr . XD
eat finger =="


it's Mwackks, but it look like pig face for me XD

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Wells, thats today ! :D

hahas, long time never see you dear.
i miss you so much,
never sleep well,
never eat well,
never study well,
never play well,
never enjoy well,
never happy well
b'coz ,
ur not by my side now .__.
miss you so much ..
counting the days ..
makes me feel so happy but yet so sad.
happy is the day is getting close,
but y still so long .. ?
x(( ..

and I LoVE You ..

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|1:17 AM|

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